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Sunday, 31 May 2009
homie
Taiwan here sucks, i hate every second im here i hate it it is the worst holiday i have ever been to number 1 the hotel seems like a ghost town, number 2 the gym is so limited so to summarize it, it is so bad here in taipei no song for today cause no mood for it
chao!
joice in taiwan
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07:01
Saturday, 30 May 2009
F.Y.I/lovesick
This is it, im leaving for taiwan in 6 in the morning
my holiday is going to be boring cause there is no swimming pool,
and there is such a thing called swine flu,
If choir members can't find me please notice
Joice's Holiday
31 may to 6 june
so technically im not going to the june holiday choir practices
For those who will miss me i will miss you too
whereas those who don't and hates me there will be a song for you
today netball training in scgs, we played there
i played Win Defence
went for lunch in Bpp
Bought the part 1 of kimbly's present
it is so cheap yet nice
but the part 2 of her present would be something nice and not so cheap
i could assure that
went home
blogg till now
and now i present to you....
JOICE's SONG OF THE DAY!
F.Y.I
Im leaving soon, dont know how long it will take
but one thing for sure i am not thinking of you when i go
away, cause you don't really care about me
though it hurts, cause i like you before but i won't tell a soul
[Chorus:]
When you go i look back
to see if you turned
But you don't, nah ah no
When i saw you slack
at the study areas again
i peeked at you once moretime
but F.Y.I
i don't need you this time
I walked away as soon as soon as you came though we are so near but i can't wait you look at me with your beautiful eyes but wait you don't like me before, but i won't hang on no, i won't tell a soul bout us.
[Chorus:]
Though it hurts so bad and i cried at night but wait, im not that kind of girl, who knows if this all are craaaps you were gone and i didnt look back cause i learnt to live with myself...
Erm... i wrote another song prior to this and after you read it you may understand this song
LOVESICK
i walk away from your sight, there you go again with your life you may not notice but i had always saw you by but you seem like im in-vi-si-ble i have other friends and i have a hobby but would i stayed if you ain't there i probably would have left a million ago
[Chorus:] Cause i was gone away till you exist this way im so lovesick about you and me When i told my friends they laughed their face away im so upset bout everything and i just wanted to say i love you
There you go again, while im talking with my friends praying you would look back, i turned around and you did, i flushed and stared at the ground well i know you don't care, but the simpliest things makes me dare to feel so damn love sick
[CHorus:]
And finally its the end, i left my heart where it belongs with you
[Chorus:] i dont care if you don't know as long as you are here safe and sound but i hope someday, i could tell you now
i'm so lovesick for you, aand love like this true isn't gonna die so soon, a year or so i think i'll still know i'm still love sick for you
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04:39
Friday, 29 May 2009
Today is a very happy, exciting day well it is kinda boring, waiting outside the 106 classroom is sure a way to kill a morning! well i must have been a weirdo because i was saying good morning to everyone i see summary: i went to school go to 106 ushered parents from 7.00 to 12.00 i am free i eat lunch i wait with yeow boon and eeheng i help sukruth retrieve his bag i joined the special task force(STF) that gives out report book to parents with yeowboon i stepped on yeow boon's durian cake i owe him a present from taipei my mom came i kenna kidnapped to suntec city book convention i eat delifrance i come home gained 2 kg i blog i sing i eat ice cream i write a song i sleep prepare for netball
yup ppl its time for
JOICE'S SONG OF THE DAY(comment and critisize as long as you are honest!)
Its seven o clock and the sun is shining, i woke up in a brand new phase i rushed to school and as i escape the teacher i get caught in my face it such a sucky beggining of a brand new day, but i thought hey wait, i dont care
[Chorus:] Everyone's got their ups and downs you don't have a need to turn it around baby, i'll just wait and see i don't need a you and me,
I saw my crush as i walked in the hall way he waved at me, baby oh can't you stay the daydream gets hotter next thing i know im like the other girls who gets crush in their face
[Chorus:]
I walked by myself waiting for the chime when you came down and saw me, its time
[Chorus:]
I went back home with a wide wide smile i went back to sleep, thought it was worth while and i woke up the next thinking that its a , BRAND NEW PHASE!!!!!!!!!!
[Chorus:]
People that is my journal for today! hope you enjoy!
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05:29
Thursday, 28 May 2009
broken in pieces
White liars are the worst liars of all these are lies that could really hurt you, tell the truth, it hurts less why do nobody understand that? no.1 Bpian idol, i suck-ed, Not even in the top 5 Liars Liars Liars Liars I cried when i found out tell me the truth in the first place and i would have expected it i won't mind why must y'all lie? I won't mind losing, I don't mind having a bad voice but with friends who didnt tell the truth, it hurts more
Thanks to this i thought of a song, here are the lyrics,
Broken in Pieces
I closed the door at last, after a average day, i knew people were talking, not so faraway, they speak everyday, everytime,everywhere it hard to understand,
[Chorus:] What do they say that can turn me around How many of them did put me down (down) i can't see, hear or comprehen the difference now and then, all you said has broken me into pieces yeah, all the lies broke me apart
I don't care if i ain't that good, but it hurts too much if the words don't shoot right back at me, i don't need no pity i just want the truth
[Chorus:]
Down down and lower i fell, just don't save me now cause i wanna feel the crash, i want to feel the pain It teaches me a lesson, i won't forgotten for those who were direct i thank you cause you made me fall, but cushioned my future in stead, i don't wanna break my head Again and Again
[Chorus:]
Bridge: kill me with those sweet sweet words or save me from falling apart, broken in pieces, uncountable pieces of me
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07:37
Monday, 24 November 2008
Choir OUCH-ting
Well, nid to change blogskin already, this is so dead that most ppl must have thought i moved Today is CHOIR outing, and my review are mixed it is fun but has its flaws i think i might have got too carried away with iceman Agnes just so happened to sabotage my by making me one of the catchers i did manage to freeze some but the others were so fast! if we had track and field, we they would have pocket gold When we played wacko, i was the only sec 1 not paying attension its hard to concentrate when i woke up at 6.45, IN THE SUPPOSED TWO MONTH BREAK, i was wacked, apparently i caught an alumni called dexter, accidentally wacked him too hard on the head we played amazing race, soon after WACKO! it was fun though it seems like the ICs were a little blurr themselves no offence i was tied up by olivia by the wrist and called her pet i was called kiki miki junior by fahanih[my new found friend, 105,from the wonderful ALTOS] forget the name now the main issue is lunch okay,sry, got lost there the main is the game after that, i played volleyball i sucked big time, should stick to netball but fahanih was brilliant i think she knew volleyball anyway played dog and bone i was sleeping by then we played waterball got too carried away with this one too got wet, and swam with jasmine i sneezed a lot i forgot to bring my clothes except the house t- shirt i got the urge to eat potatoes, so i bought potatoe chips got sick of it n gave it to the others took them approx. 15 mins to finish it so damn tired but was worth it now gonna surf, bb
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05:15
Tuesday, 28 October 2008
its a long road
this song is a reflecton of this year...
ITS A LONG ROAD its a long long road and im going, going home no time to turn back im on my own no one can stop me not today listen to the cries of theold daes listen to the cries of yesterdae time had pass away yeah Chorus: cause time goes by and my dreams will fly dae by dae its never too late cause the road is going long 13 years has past and gone with the wind yeah oh.. ye...ah Like the water flows down the stream time goes by like the rain it falls down and goes up again and soon it will be TODAY -end of chorus- its long road so i'll take my telephone , put it in ur locker now, who's the sucker cry out loud that its my dae my life to walk this long long road
chorusx1 Bridge: first thing u noe the girls in school r crying like they mean it just for all intensions the next thing you know they're crying cause they mean it just for their own friends who never gave them up through all the ups and downs oh yeah their my good friends as for those who love to backstep others, insult their only sisters i hope they'll noe what to do on this long long road................. chorus:x2 its a long lo-ng road genre:pop, new age, jazz
EXAMS ARE OVER! the restricting order to my piano and guitar+ violin+(new!)drums had expired! i'll be rocking the house man i luv netball gonna hug that pole i luv choir gonna give my contributions pon choir (no choice, can only go for the thursmon got nball training) i miss everybody EXCEPT for !REGENA kidding larh, i miss everybody in netball one year had passed and im still looking for the cure my music is dumber than ever waiting i start to write country songs you can sue me to the ministry of sound then! my classic guitar got wet that was my very first guitar! now it give a sound of a pig squeal i try tuning it but the strings snapped it was like this a person called anonymous wanted to see it i played a song and SHE wanted to play with it just so happen that she was holding on to a cup of water i left the instrument on the table and went to my room the next thing i knew it was damp wood pls larh i know its $45 but it is my first guitar! the only second instrument i held in my hand and you hurt by saying its 'just $45' and you could easily pay me back can you pay me back the memories i had for 5 years can you pay me back the songs i used to play with it can you pay me back the songs and blisters i had when i first used it yes its digusting but without it am i able to be able to write songs now? i donnot hate you but understand in that guitar are precious irreplacable memories and even if i had a 500 dollars electric guitar now that is still my most priced possesion i hope you'd understand i had my heart and soul on that thing im definately writing a song on this thank you for the most hated idea i've ever thought bye
